Silly-Hearted-Dreamer

I’m just a silly-hearted dreamer, a silly-minded girl,

Silly feeling, silly thinking, in a silly kind of world…

Expecting disappointment, knowing well the truth,

That once it’s going, it is gone, whats lost was meant to lose.

Uplifting forms of hoping, being let down by the show,

The pitiful reactions of the hearts we still bestow…

Embarrassed to confirm it, hardened by the act,

Transparent words reveal your mind and sincerity that you lack.

Drawing lines worth crossing, later on to be erased,

Re-making things worth more to me than the burden of your weight.

And still I’m left here tasting bitter words that stain my teeth,

For when I spoke this years ago, I withheld a vital piece…

The part that really meant it, the closure it encased,

You said goodbye and meant it without keeping a trace…

Although I knew you’d left me, although I knew that was the end,

That part of me had kept it there just in case you came again…

I no longer will be waiting, I no longer will believe,

No longer will I come again in the hopes that you’ll still be.

I’m just a silly-hearted dreamer, a silly-minded girl,

Yet no longer will I live in such a silly long-gone world.

~A.L.J~